叉叉熊的童年布满灰暗的恐惧,忘都忘不掉。
绷带马却努力地找寻失落的童年,找都找不回。
有人丢弃,有人珍藏,有人遗忘,有人难忘。世界就是这样……
最痛的地方要用最美丽的方式包扎
My mum asked me to update my space last week. It’s true I haven’t written any blog for more than 1 month. I confess it’s not because I’m busy or even lazy. Just becos I can’t say it clear now; or I am not willing to say anything at the moment.Nobody knows what I have come through these days. Life has never been a easy game for me. I knew it right from I could remember things. It’s just like the picture above, getting hurt and then hiding in a certain way which is proven to be beautiful. So it is our life, painful, but also beautiful."No Pain, No Gain", I keep encouraging meself to be strong to chase my dream. I actually should say I am lucky that I’ve already achieved something through my effort and I will move on towards some goals I have as always in my life.I used to hate living and working in the U.K. where full of frustration and discrimination as a non-native. You have to work extremely hard, but still gain very little. It’s pretty unfair honestly, but it’s the reality which actually can be changed or affected by us. I’ve also seen some people successfully gaining a place here and gradully building up fame for Chinese group. I hope I could be one of those someday. My life would be much easier if I were in my home country. I would never come across so many difficulties so that I have to push myself to seize something precious. For that reason, I like it here.I listened to an old song by Frank Sanatra named "My Way". I watched Ray, a 18 year old guy singing it on Xfactor recently and I loved it straight away. I wish I could say the same thing as the lyrics when I face the end of my life: ‘ I did it my way!’.Frank Sinatra – My Way Lyrics
And now, the end is here
And so I face the final curtain
My friend, I’ll say it clear
I’ll state my case, of which I’m certain
I’ve lived a life that’s full
I traveled each and ev’ry highway
And more, much more than this, I did it my way
Regrets, I’ve had a few
But then again, too few to mention
I did what I had to do and saw it through without exemption
I planned each charted course, each careful step along the byway
And more, much more than this, I did it my wayYes, there were times, I’m sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew
But through it all, when there was doubt
I ate it up and spit it out
I faced it all and I stood tall and did it my way
I’ve loved, I’ve laughed and cried
I’ve had my fill, my share of losing
And now, as tears subside, I find it all so amusing
To think I did all that
And may I say, not in a shy way,
"Oh, no, oh, no, not me, I did it my way"
For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught
To say the things he truly feels and not the words of one who kneels
The record shows I took the blows and did it my way!
[instrumental]Yes, it was my way
seems depressed, but no matter what happened,ill be standing by u….know u r always eager too much,which needs travel a long and maybe difficult way,but it always deserves……u r smart and brave…
merry Xmas & have a nice holiday!!!!
觉得你很坚强,圣诞快乐:)。
MERRY XMAS~
国外一个人的确很艰难= = ~不像很多人所期望的那么美好.歧视,不平等….有时候比贫穷还要难以忍受.
感觉英国人可能比美国人更加冷漠@@…….不管怎么说…^^~好好努力吧…明年又是新的一年~
把过去不开心的丢掉~好好放自己一个大假调整心情,这是很重要的哦
据说在England55%的人赞成Scotland重新独立?07年在Gordon Brown 继任布莱尔的新一届政府时将对此进行2地投票,UK可能面临分裂???